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Death is just the beginning... Someone special told me this today....And I want to believe in this so desperately... I have no choice i have to believe this...

Today i felt pain, pain of loosing someone dear, someone young and so worthy of living... And if i dont believe that his death is only the beginning for him, i'll feel even more miserable than i am feeling now... Though i doubt i can go even further cuz i am at the edge...
So young........ So caring about his friends and everyone... So funny and smart...A REAL Gyumreci...
I cant help but remember every little thing in detail about what he did how he did why he did and it hurts me even more.... This constant realization hurts me more and these salty tears just can't sooth that pain can they...? Not at all...
They came down and dry only to leave a feeling of more emptiness and more pain......of loss..
Yeah, someone special..you were right..." after all, life is just a matter of time",,... But his time came too early...Who had the right to take him???
Death is so ridiculous...disgusting..Death doesnt really care who is it he's taking... No you weren't taken by Death, my friend, you were taken by an Angel... Though that certain Angel had NO right to take you from the people that cherished and loved u anyway....
Life's only Beutiful.....because it's so fleeting, so translucent... so true Dei..

I hope you are happy wherever you are now ARTASHES JAN...
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